I’ve been a little terrified to write this post. I’m not
sure why exactly.
Maybe it was because last time Frankie and I announced
wonderful news, we ended up really let down.
Maybe it was because I thought I might end up jinxing us.
Maybe it was because I was afraid of Willow attacking me if
she read it.
This concern isn't without precedent. Willow has met one baby so far. She proceeded to circle
said baby keeping at least 5 feet between her and the terrifying non-mobile
infant. At one point, the baby farted, Willow jumped and puffed up… and the
mandatory distance became around 7 feet. I can only imagine what she will do
when there is a permanent baby in our house. Let alone two babies.
Indeed….we’ve now had two ultrasounds, and both have shown
the same results. Two little heartbeats.
The first scan was a little concerning, as one little
heartbeat was only going at 76 bpm, which is pretty slow. But that same little
nugget had a heartbeat of 126 bpm on the last scan, so we’re feeling much
better about that.
We started by referring to them as nugget 1 and nugget 2…but
then Frankie became concerned that it might make one fetus feel inferior to the
other. I suggested nugget Alpha and nugget Omega because I figured that the end
of the alphabet is just as important as the beginning of the alphabet….but
Frankie saw things differently.
So we’ve now taken to referring to the little sacs of fetal joy as “Righty”
and “Lefty”.
Righty is appropriately situated on the right of its sibling, has a heartbeat of 126 bpm, and a CRL of .69cm. Lefty is doing
well so far with a heartbeat of 138 bpm and a CRL of .62cm.
We know we’re nowhere close to being out of the woods….but
as we look around this time, the woods are beautiful. We may as well enjoy our
time here as much as possible.
This is exciting news! Don't be afraid to put it out there. All the hope and promise in those two little heartbeats is a beautiful thing. I am so happy for you guys.
ReplyDeleteYIPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEE! That is fantastic news!
ReplyDeleteYes, enjoy those woods!!!
ReplyDeleteWalking that delicate line between guarding your heart and hope isn't easy. Thank you so much for writing about your caution about sharing this information and how emotional this process is for people. It really helps to know that we're not alone in these feelings. I am so glad to hear that Righty and Lefty are doing well. We call our twins "Theo and Cally" and like you we're trying hard to enjoy this time.
ReplyDeleteWow, twins! Was this a complete surprise or did you see two sacs on the last scan? At any rate, love these kinds of surprises! Your last paragraph reminds me of the Frost poem. Miles to go before you sleep.....
ReplyDeleteCongrats guys. Enjoy it all.
Congrats guys. Wonderful news. Crossing my fingers for a smooth journey, and hopefully soon you will have two bundles of joys in your arms :)
ReplyDeleteThis journey is such a its such a mixed bag of emotions, my motto these day is just go with it, whatever you feel, whether it be happy, crazy or sad and all 3 all at once, on this journey, its all normal.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on your precious gifts.